+SiLent Love+

SICK

2011-09-06T16:44:00.002+07:00

Again. I feel that I'm very weak....

After the long trip (5 days to countryside-__-, I don't want to tell the detail, it sucks). I felt weaker and weaker.

i can't took a deep breath, everytime i do it, it's hurt so much.specially in the morning...

and my mother didn't care at all, though i've said it... and this cough..annoying me

also, everyday at 2PM, i feel my body weaker and shivering. I touch my forehead and neck with my palm and it's so hot. what the hell wrong with me? hope it's not a weird sickness

M O V I N G

2011-07-26T13:38:00.003+07:00

So, it's the start of my high school days and things have been very complicated =___="

I expected a calm and happy high school day, where there is no worry or something troublesome

but I GOT IT now.

I and my sister forced to move to my grandma's house and it's very far from my current High school...around 30-45 mins? uuh.. it's really troublesome right? i used to wake up 30 mins before the school start. who would expect something like this? +_+

I just hope that it won't get to troublesome and i can adapt to it soon. i just doesn't want to be a burden..

andddd. welcome me to the REAL high school days ^__^

MOS

2011-07-23T09:28:00.002+07:00

I've been so busy on the first week after i joined high school

it's MOS or preparation for the new students before really join the school.

and it's annoying and just wasting time actually, though i have a bit of good time, but the bad times are 10x than it.

the first 2 days were like hell, it's tiring and full of tasks.

i slept for 3 hours on the first day, and 4 hours on the second day

and on the third day, i ended up half-sleeping when i was working on my english (INTI) test. hope i can get a good mark. huh.

and the final day. it's the most HELL! H I K I N G!!!

It's really tiring and i out of breath for many many time.

and hiking in the middle of the rain? puh bad idea, good things that i didn't get sick that easy.

and my legs are so sore after that hiking. until NOW! i'm still can't walk properly. it's hurt like hell everytime i crouched or run or even just walking slowly.

I hate MOS. i hope that program will be deleted so no one will suffering before the real high school days like us did T__T

Pride on the Line

2011-07-13T10:06:00.002+07:00

Lately, i've been thinking abt my life goal.

kekekek. and lately, i've been posting abt this kind of thing. whatever...

It's all because my grandma keep compared me..us(me and my sist) to our cousin.

okay. what does she have? school of Nursery? great. one step nearer to Doctor right?

But i think i'm more capable than her, just my mom won't showing me off...

my exam test results are better than her, at least my Math and English

and this is my only proud subject : English

I wish i could majoring in something about English. Sastra Inggris maybe. tehee...

but i want LAW too..

and bcs of my cousin thingy. i'm eager to set my goal more than her.

what is it? Sastra Inggris is good, but still under her standard.. and i'm still unsure about this.

I just doesn't want to be compared to ANYONE. i want them to know what am I capable of.

This is my pride and i want to prove my existence. just see when i graduated from High School.

3 years from now..

Scared

2011-07-08T10:43:00.002+07:00

I'm scared..really.

The time goes so fast that i didn't even realized

in a week, the holiday will end and i will be a Senior HS student.

what should i do? i'm nervous..

and there's still many many unsolved problem, i haven't get my school report and certificate.

and.. as i review the HS books, it's hard, the lesson T__T

i don't think i can overcome this, but i'll try hard. I'll try hard to be a smarty. even i have to be a nerd.

and shall i leave the internet world?

15th Birthday

2011-06-27T13:45:00.003+07:00

okay, so it's past my birthday again. I'm fifteen now ♥

Celebrated my birthday @ 25th with a small cake, and with my dearest friends..

then @26, with my family, with...3 cakes? ugh..r eally, i'm still sick of cake.

especially CHOCOLATE one, since i ate the Opera yesterday and the chocolate make me...uggh..sick?

ah, and by the way, my birthday cake is kinda like

it's delicious that i ate it this morning. yesterday i ate it and feel like wanna puke

hahhaa,., obvious actually. since yesterday, I didn't ate any rice. just CAKE, cake, and C A K E!!!

but i love this years birthday, and the presents

especially the one Tina gave me

Mix-style headphone. i said i want it @ June 23th and she gave me right away @ 25th uh love her ♥

this one! but the white, with black skull. aaah i love skull ♥

UUghhh....

2011-06-17T14:46:00.002+07:00

Really in a BAD MOOD today

even the variety show didn't help at all *though, i laughed.kkk...*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa really wanna scream or repeat the time

stupid stupid stupid meh

Tomorrow is the dateline for ordering School books

i even just know yesterday, and my mom seems didn't prepare the money yet so i can't buy it

i want to ask the senior if they have the books, but i'm afraid if the books are different, so i want to ask my friend about the writer but i don't know anyone there T___T

and anyway, i didn't know any seniors.. huhu... i'm regretting the past when i became so loner

What should i do now? i can't stop thinking about it, hope it all end happily ever after.

Variety Show

2011-06-15T13:19:00.002+07:00

humm.. so lately i've been interested in some Variety show. especially the ones with FT Island

I'm almost done watching 'Oh My School' (which is the reason why i always sleep late at nigth or even dawn)

but my waiting list is getting longer and longer

now, I'm downloading MakBanShi (Idol Maknae Rebellion) *ahh,, Seunghyunnie>__<*

but while downloading it, i can't stop twitting or tumblring or blogging. so i found the other ones *sigh*

so my waiting list :

- MBC Idol Sport

- FT Island Idol Army

- MBLAQ idol army ->I'm not really an A+, i'm just enjoy watching it with my sis

- Haengul Island->this have been in my list since long long ago, i just can't get the eng subbed one. evil Youtube.grrr

i think that's all...

arrr... i guess i can't watch some episodes today IF ONLY my internet perform faster than this : 30kb/sekon... uuuhh.. I'm dying of waiting

okaay.. wish me luck :p

Feeling not well

2011-06-14T10:24:00.002+07:00

uuh.. i still have my flu.

well, i know that this will take a much time to end, but i'm... so pissed off, grr.. i hate flu

and yesterday night, i felt like my sight has blured.. it's hard to read.

maybe it's because lack of sleep? dunno... i slept 6 hours in the morning and continued 2 hours in the afternoon.

i think it's a bit too much for my body, since this holiday started, i slept at.. 3AM-4AM. then wake up at 9-10AM. heh. but i do sleep at 4-6 PM if i have time..

but still, i'm feeeling a bit unwell now.. i hope this sickness gone. tehhee...

★ Schedule

2011-06-13T10:58:00.002+07:00

hehe... i think i always wanted to make a schedule for my activities in computer.

here is it :

[current : June 13th]

1. Idol Maknae Rebellion [1/2 episode]

2. Darker than black anime [1 episode]

3. make a sing a long [1]

4. Twitter [all the time]

5. Blog entry

6. Silh0uette

7. Photoshopping [unrequired]

8. Streaming@youtube

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

★ P R O F I L E

2011-06-12T09:41:00.002+07:00

★ B A S I C S ★
★ Name : Angela Christella

★ Nick : Angel

★ D.O.B : June 25, 1996

★ Hobbies : Reading, Listening to the Musics, Internet, Watching, Writing

★ Speciality : err.. fast typing? fast talking? uuh..memorizing lyrics? haha...

★ Personality : Loner

★ F A V O R I T E ★

★ Bias : FT Island's Choi Min Hwan (currently)

★ Band/Idol : FT Island, Wonbin, CN Blue, B2ST, Girls Generation

★ Songs : FT Island's songs, Wonbin's songs, CNblue's songs, songs on top 10 chart (mostly)

★ Anime : Shugo Chara

★ Manga : Pandora Hearts

★ Food : Fried Rice

★ Drink : Milk

★ Dessert : Cheesecake

★ Color : Pink (eternally, kkk..), Black, White

★ TV Show : Master Chef? :p, Hangeul Island

★ Time : Late at night

★ Pet : Puppy, Hamster

★ M O S T H A T E D ★

★ Food : anything contains carrots, corn

★ Drink : anything bitter, contains medicine

★ Beverage : anything contains veggie

★ Time : Morning

★Color : Green, Yellow? (sorry, prims)

★ B E S T ★

★ Wish : DRUM!!!!

★ Friends : everyone who has supported me until now

★ Thing : My Cellphone, Diary

★ Achievement : Grade 9

★ C O N T A C T ★

★ Twitter : http://twitter.com/Angelhyuu

★ Facebook : http://facebook.com/angelhyuu

★ Tumblr : http://milulove.tumblr.com/

★ Youtube : http://www.youtube.com/user/KIRAhoLic?

★ Cellphone : 085716313*** (ask meehh)

★ Email : Angelhyuu@gmail.com

★ Tinierme : Saltysugar

Holiday sucks

2011-06-12T09:03:00.003+07:00

I can't wait to start the High School days...

(though, after a few days, i will wanting to get a long holiday, kkk...)

it's still... one month and..6 days? whoa.. really long awaited..

so, i don't want the awaited days will be...boring? evil? super-sucks? yeah, i just want a very funnn High School days *selfishindeedkkk..*

just one thing i'm still wondering about : will i get new friends at the new high school?

err.. I'm a loner, ya know? that's why i'm still using this blog although no one will read it.

just for my own fun. hahahaha

FT Island - Treasure [sing a long]

2011-06-11T13:52:00.002+07:00

this is the promise i made at FT Island 4th Anniversary

i uploaded it to youtube only.. and it's got copyright claim :p so it's not worldwide

uhuhu.. i hate copyright. but i'm glad just to make this sing a long

ill

2011-06-10T12:49:00.003+07:00

uuh.. i can't breath normally and sneezing... of course it's flu..

looks like i can't escape from the illness.. i just cured from my sore throat and i got flu.

huuaaaa... i feel uncomfortable this way. i hope the flu go away right now

though i know that this is a long-lasted flu. the one that could bear until 3-4 weeks...

err.. i got a flu like this around 3/4 month ago. around my Exams time.

IT'S VERY ANNOYING, REALLY!

i hope it would stop with only flu. i don't want to get coughed all the times...

GWS, myself :(

Graduation

2011-06-08T10:01:00.003+07:00

Graduated! Yaaayyy~

I'm a high-schooler now. kkk... one step to escape from School.

I received the announcement on June 4th

err.. Doki doki on the start of the day, but when the headmistress said my name.

I felt like wanna... scream? lol. too much.

I got 100 on English. hoho.. 100.000 from my English Teacher. kkk..

My math got only 9.75, 1 mistake. tooo bad.

my Indonesian and Science are really dissapointing!

8.6 and 8.5. uhh.. i thought that i can do it well.

But i'm satisfied with the Rank, #6

and Thanking God...

Treasure

2011-06-07T18:08:00.004+07:00

FT Island - Treasure

That day I cried proudly
Safeguarding that sparkling light

Whether in the heat of the day or at sunset,
even if my feet are rubbed raw
I will keep walking on,
and show you my determination
Tens of times, even hundreds
if you fall, just keep getting back up
Although is just a tiny step,
the future has come even closer

I can do flattery
Although there are setbacks and things that upset me
The people who live under the dim moonlight
The oaths that they have made are simply lies in their own hearts

CHORUS:
Close your eyes and look clearly at your heart
Push open that heavy door
Standing here, go forth and take your first step for today
Believe in this

PART II:
The seasons in the past have always been about frantic searching
Although always in some form of competition there has never been purpose
Those faded promises which can be put down have always been at the bottom of our hearts
Our shared moments are in the future

The dancing and dissipating sadness
We still cling onto shattered dreams
Simply keep moving forward and you'll see, we are nearly there
The road ahead will have blooms that we have never seen before

CHORUS:
That will give the night sky color
The dream we have been looking forward to, has finally been realised
Shining brightly, take your first step into tomorrow
Believe in that

Close your eyes and look clearly at your heart
Push open that heavy door
Standing here, go forth and take your first step for today
Believe in this

That day I cried proudly
Safeguarding that sparkling light
These are my precious TREASURE

credit : JPOPasia
I really like this song lately.. The meaning is good
and moreover, all of them get part on this song.
I love minhwan's voice. and together's voice at the very end <3

FT Island attack

2011-06-07T18:02:00.002+07:00

Wohoo.. the third time come back as primadonna and it's 4th years Anniversary of FT Island! chukae~
I stayed up last night and tweeting 'FTI4ever' for trend it at TT, but it's just reached number 6 and suddenly gone. we tried to bring it up again and it's not up till now...

Emm.. i think before the school start, i will return to be an addicted K-POP lover again. like before, around 2-3 years ago..
and my birthday is coming up. i need to save some money and bear myself to not hanging out with my friends before that.. kkk...

RETURN

2011-06-01T18:47:00.003+07:00

Yay! I got my Computer back!
now, i will work hard to update this blog (though i know no one will read it, tehee)

once again, i fell in love with FT ISLAND!
Hello Hello is a good song

and now, i downloaded all their albums for the start
hhehe.. i deleted almost all of them back then.

but, my hard disc is updated to 500GB! so i can save some songs and videos, yadda!

Sore Throat

2011-05-24T20:57:00.004+07:00

uuh... this is really a bad day
i woke up at 9 AM and my throat was really hurt.. it's getting worse and worse until i can't even drink my saliva, and it's really painful to say something.
i thought that i won't easily got sick, but it's already the second times this year, i hope it's not influenza. i don't wannaaaa T___T

btw, my computer broke again, it won't turn on and it's really boring to be in the home all days without computer. so, i used laptop sometimes, when my sis went out. it's really slooow... luckily, i got more patience than i used to have

and the last farewell trip is really FUN!
the atmosphere is kinda like the 'retreat', but it's just 2 days and more free..we play almost all the time. and stayed up at night to play Old maid
and maybe i got sick because of that. hyuu... hope i get better tomorrow

Long Time no See!!!!

2011-05-16T12:49:00.002+07:00

Hello there!
It's a long long time since my last update
(i know that no one reading this, but it's okay!)
well, I'm kinda busy with my National Exams.
and i think i did my best on some subjects, but NO NO with Science..
I hope i get better marks.. and of course, i want to PASS!!
It's really a Doki Doki holiday
It's all the fault of the ministries!
The time range is toooooo long.. it's from April 28th until June 4th!
I will go crazy because of this doki doki feeling. gaaaaaaahhh!!!
I need entertaiment.. Amusement park, hang out or whateverrr~
Luckily! the Farewell trip is on a few days from now. yaaay, at least i can meet my friends again. i hope the trip go well <3

BLOG!

2010-11-18T13:55:00.002+07:00

hmm... finally, i couldn't get much time to update this blog
and i feel kinda bored to write entry here
but, i'm still update at my other blog : @tumblr
http://milulove.tumblr.com/

visit there if you have a time :D

K.O. one

2010-09-25T17:11:00.003+07:00

yeah, i finished Pi Li MIT for the second time a few days ago.

and feels like i want to watch another Aaron's drama

I started with KO one, one of the drama that i never watched before.

but..maybe It's not really good

it's funny, but too many talk and not important scenes.

i likes the Zhong Ji yi Jia more...

and I'm actually waiting for the love buffet and Gloomy Salad Days

two dramas of Aaron. kyaaa

come back from RETRET

2010-09-06T19:16:00.002+07:00

RETRET : Retreat // Religious school trip

i just came back from my school trip

4 days and 3 night

but i was feeling okay without computer and my mobile phone

i feel like i can change after came back.

but it's hard, ya know? :p

well, the proof : I'm already sat in front of my computer right now

boring, indeed. i like to be there than here.

let's start from the atmosphere

the place we stayed at is in Bandung, near the highlands.

so there are so cold, and the air still fresh. perfected with beautiful landscape.

and ya know why i can stay there without phone and internet?

Friends.

I'm very happy because i have them, the friends.

we walked 8 km to the waterfall, and got there because of support each other

we cried together at the last night, remembered about our parents

we worked together in a drama, though in each group

jeez.. I want to stay there a little longer!!

Vampire

2010-08-31T15:50:00.003+07:00

oh-kay..
since lately i read novels and comics about vampires.
I want to share my opinion.

the list :
comics :
-Vampire Knight
-Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle

Novels :
-Vampire Diaries
-Vampire Academy
-Twilight Saga

there are so many story about Vampire thing.
make me think if Vampires are surely exist in this world
though they are just fictional character
and the vampires in each books have a difference
example :

-Vampire Knight
~> Fast Healing
~> Pure Blood thingy
~> special ability
-Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
~> Fast Healing
~> Longer life
~> long nail anytime they want
~> Pure Breeds
~> turn person to a vampire by let them drink the vampire's blood
-Vampire Diaries
~>immortal
~>(totally forgot about the other things)
-Vampire Academy
~> not-immortal (only Strigoi that immortal)
~> elemental ability
~> protect by Damphire (human half vampire)
~> called by Moroi
~> will be a Strigoi by killing a person
~> can't stand too long on sunlight
-Twilight Saga
~> Immortal
~> can't sleep, Can't eat
~> can turn a person to vampire by bite
~> sparkling in the sunlight
~> cold and hard body

but each vampire details are amazing
can't wait to read other stories about vampire. LOVE IT<3

Hate

2010-08-29T18:06:00.002+07:00

Got tired..
why can i easily hate people? and easily like a person too..
jeez. it's so troublesome since it's also hard to control.
my bestfriend. I definitely like her.
but lately. I come to dislike her
I don't know either it's because the environment change, and she is kinda changed too.
I know.. people could change
and i must make an adaptation.
but usually i can't easily talk to people whom i dislike
hopefully.. this feeling will go

long long time~

2010-07-09T18:00:00.012+07:00

It has been a very looonggg time since my last update
it's near a start of the term again. I'm already 14th years old and will start my 3rd year of junior/middle high school. woohooo
maybe no one will visit my blog again --blogspot has already forgotten??--
but it's okay...i consider this blog as my own diary.. hmm... my real diary is also didn't update since January...

what to do now...
ah! my favorite now is turned to anime! haha... drastic..
but i'm always envy all the author that can make such a cute draw... I'm just can draw a little, it's so harrddd... it's why i likes anime :p

and i'll tell some about my favorite anime character

1. Tsubasa Chronicles

Fay d'Flowright

2. Vampire Knight

Senri Shiki

3. Gakuen Alice // Alice Academy

Andou Tsubasa and Hotaru Imai

actually i likes many character in this anime..

Hyuuga Natsume is cool.. and Misaki senpai is also cutee.. kyaa I love Gakuen Alice!!

5. Detective Conan

(Gee... It's my eternal favorite anime)

Kaito Kid-sama!

6. Kamichama Karin

Kazune Kujyou

7. La Corda D'Oro

Shimizu Keiichi

8. K-On

Mio Akiyama

I think there is all of it.. I often read manga and watch anime, but after i got the other, i forgot the old one :p

right now, I'm very like Gakuen Alice and hope if Higuchi Tachibana quickly finish the manga, also, they are will translate it too... I want to know the ending

but the anime that i watch right now is : Shakugan no Shana and Kamichama Karin

I likes animes with cute character inside. oh. and I very thank my virtual friend because she suggested Alice Academy to me.. geez, it's a wonderful manga I ever seen... besides Conan :p

btw, i won't forget about this blog.. I will definitely update this blog...

maybe next time will be much long time than this...

music again!

2010-04-20T10:42:00.002+07:00

back to the old skin!
love this skin so much
luckily, i still have the code :D

btw, so fast to change my interesting. haha
now...
interesting to classical music
boring enough?
well, it's because i read some manga books, then search for the songs
Gavotte, Canon, Ave maria, l'adieu
and more!
i want to play music... but isn't it too late?
huff... it's better if i took a music course in my childhood.

and btw, yesterday i went to the swimming pool
i and my friends too enjoying the pool, so we swam 4 hours! 0___o
and at the night.
i slept 14 hours. huaah... like a baby

COMEBACK

2010-03-19T13:06:00.003+07:00

long time no update :)

busy with Forum, tweet, Facebook...and forgot Blogger.lol

okay, bring a bad news and a good news

start from Bad News

since graduated from 1st year (read.junior high school 1st year)

we started to gathered. three of us + pani.

Tinn and line still have a bimbel course.

and i don't know specificly. they stopped from that place. one by one.

and step by step, their grade descreased...

specially for Tinn.

yeah, i know it's our fault.

now, we oftenly play in the school when after school

or play in my / line's house.

we have forgotten our obligations as students

so, it's the result.

The good news

i found a Boyband who i likes so mucchh

DAE GUK NAM AH (D-Na; THE BOSS)

I'm really happy because at least i can find a boyband...because for 1 year..free from boyband-world..

Mother's day

2009-12-23T15:09:00.004+07:00

Yesterday is Mother's day

i can't give any thing to my mom...i regret it

my money is waste to bought Christmas gifts.

so, yesterday i gave my mom a letter, just a small paper

the paper said if #1 gift is on my bedroom's wall

and i stick the paper that my lines word and a PORTKEY

a small paper that pointed to #2 gift

the #2 gift is a mong the christmas gift under the christmas tree

(actually it's just a letter)

and My mom didn't find the portkey T___T

"I want to tell you, even though the sad times have already past
Close your eyes and feel"

I will become a warm hearted person

I will become a person who put others first

I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom

I wont break my promise

| PORTKEY |

to give you an English Letter

-----------------------

PORTKEY

"everytime is a Gift

It's why we call it a Present"

#2 present is on the christmas tree

------------------------

For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room
I fidget with my phone as my heart
For some reason feels empty today

The suddenly ringing phone surprises me
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today
Although at times, they annoyed me, today those words feel different
And all the forgotten promises I've made come flooding back to me

I will become a warm hearted person
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom

Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions
You quietly watched over me from afar
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child
I think I understand now
The meaning of your silent prayers

I will become a wise daughter
Give me courage
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
With all the love that you have shown me
I will have a warm heart
I was too shy to express this to you clearly
Mom, I truly love you

------------------------------

well, the song is the one who i do yesterday

i was laying on my bed when my mom called me and ask me if i ate or not

I'm totally Happy. I'm happy because has a mother like her.

She's always know what i need

She's always give me a courage

She's always pray for me

She's always love me, no matter i do

I'm happy when she hug me

I'm happy when she kiss me

I'm happy when i walk with her

yes, she was the most precious person that i have

A L E C <3

2009-12-08T13:38:00.002+07:00

gyaaaahh.. i love new moon cast... specially Alec and Alice <3

ufffttt... Alec is a Volturi... but i like hiimm... more than Edward or Jake. hehe...

i can't wait until Eclipse and Breaking dawn is out!~

and the books : Midnight Sun!! hueee... curious ><

Exams are passed and Winter holiday(yucks) is almost come. yay!~

i like holliiidayy~

and then

Currently in LOVE with A L E C . V O L T U R I

New moon release date...shiiiitt ><

2009-11-20T15:27:00.003+07:00

Anjrriiiittt...

at least new moon release on 25/26 Nov. in Jakarta

and tomorrow, only at EX

hukkss... so far

and then, my plan to go watch on 26... shit!!!

must be very crowd! and can't gwt the ticket

uuff... hate 21!

on new moon officall website, new moon out in indonesia at 20 November!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 days to go!!!

2009-11-16T20:44:00.003+07:00

ow yeayy...

10 days to gooo~~

actually just 4/5 days.. but i'll go watching on November 26th

because on the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th days definitely so crowd... won't get the tickets!

and 27th is holliday. so we (maybe) can go

why i writed "maybe"???

because on 30th... the Exams is Start... NOOO!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

must watch NEW MOON before exams or i won't study hard...

HAHAAAA~~~

after opened the offical site yesterday.. then i want to watch more... huhu

http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

cool siteee!!!!

2012

2009-11-15T11:54:00.002+07:00

hmm... because of the movie : 2012

i want to write my opinion abt doomsday

as we know, no one is know when the doomsday is.

as i heard today at the cruch. only god who know when the day is, jesus, angel, and we all don't know. never dont know

so, why they are say if the doomsday on 21-12-2012?

then, better if we still don't know.

i think if we know, then we will more religious... pray, go to the cruch

but, it unless if we do it only because doomsday... the date is come, blah blah blaahh

we still will meet our crack of doom.... when we die.

all people will die, right?

but, we must prepared ourselves from now...

i read it on holly bible

doomsday will come....nobody can't stop it.

but they are must stop to...PREDICT it...

let the God do it all.. we just wait...wait the doomsday is come..

Twilighter

2009-11-09T19:28:00.004+07:00

yay!~ be a Twilighter again :)

honestly, i don't really like Twilight at 1st...because i'm not serious when read the book

and sleepy when watched the movie..lol

but, when i heard New Moon is almost out (20 November), i read the books again from Twilight and now Eclipse :p

and then.... i realized that the story is good...hmm..

can't Wait until 20 November... aissh...

yeah..2nd movie i like after Harry Potter

1. Harry Potter (of course)

2. Twilight saga

3. Death note

yay!~ Top Three~

uff... now, confuse how to watch the movie..

i planned with my friends, watch on November 22nd or 23rd

on 22nd, my friends is celebrate her birthday, but price for watch is... rp.35000

zZzzzZ~

Choose for our Life

2009-11-07T14:08:00.003+07:00

"hidup ini adalah tentang mbwt pilihan. . . Apakah kt akn memlih utk membenci org ato mncintainy. . . Apkah kt memlih memelhara skt hati atau memaafkanny. . . Apakh kt memilih utk belajar ato diksi pelajaran. . . Yup tgl kt mau milih yg mana. . ."

it's the quote of my Teacher.

yeah, i realized too, we must choose if we want to continue our life.

2 parts of my attention. :

1. hate or love people

ah, i've heard too, when my friends said "gw ga percaya kalo benci dan cinta itu beda tipis"

yeah, if we hate someone, we can turn love he/she...

it's abt our believe it or not...

2. Broken heart or forgive

as we know, hard to forgive someone if they are broke our heart.

choose one.

lost in the past, or looks for future

Drem jobs~

2009-11-06T16:03:00.003+07:00

now, talk abt my dream job :)

1. Doctor

2. English Teacher

3. Lawyer

4. IT

1. Doctor~

my dream job since i was young..

i wants to save many people who get sick.

but... i don't want join the IPA class T__T

because i don't really like physics lessons, but i likes Biology<3

so...let's think abt it later...

2. English Teacher

like i said before.

English teacher got many salary..

maybe Rp 4-6.000.000 / month

and free day in weekend.

i want i want I WANT ><

3. Lawyer

kerja jadi pegawai negeri kayak gini sebenerna males juga..kuliahna..

tp pengenya tuh jadi pengacara yang nyelidikin kasus orang2 tertuduh dan ga bisa nyewa pengacara.... gratis bwat dia gt, dibayar gaji sama pemerintah doang..

kan enak bantuin orang gt. haha

4. IT

because i like to play computer <3

so i want to know more abt how to use computer, hacking account, etc...

study at IT :p

currently, i want to be english teacher

huff, im still have many times to think.. abt 3 years? :)

one thing

2009-11-04T19:37:00.002+07:00

i got one thing just i know abt myself

-gw suka ssuatu yang susah didapetin-

13 years passed and i'm jist realized it, lol

i know my best friend (tiina) know it from a long long time, she always know everything abt me, tiina i love uu ><

for example :

dari dulu tuh gw slalu suka sesuatu yg unik, yang orang laen ga suka dan gw tau itu susah banget bwat didapetin

tapi pas gw udah dapetin itu, yaudah ga suka lagi.

jadi cuma buat dapetinya itu... tantangaan<3

kae suka sama orang aja, misalnya dia anak SMA gt, kalo dah knalan, yaudah selesai

paling bbrapa minggu ato bulan kmudian, gw bakal ktawa2, bingung knapa dulu bisa suka dia, hehe..

jadi males blajar english lg =____="

guru english lg nyebelin, broken heart c...hho

jadi ga enak ngajarna... mana lg blajar Future tense..grammar plg nyebelin..huhu

tp gaji guru english d school gw lumayan jg... 6jt tuh

nanti masuk keguruan english aja deh, haha

masih SMP c, jadi masi banyak waktu wat mikir..

and banyak jurusan yg gw mau...

nanti aja deh ngomonginaa.. ahhaa

pidato anak umur 12 tahun

2009-10-30T21:03:00.002+07:00

Halo, nama Saya Severn Suzuki, berbicara mewakili E.C.O – Enviromental Children Organization

Kami Adalah Kelompok dari kanada yg terdiri dari anak” berusia 12 dan 13 tahun. Yang mencoba membuat Perbedaan: Vanessa Suttie, Morga, Geister, Michelle Quiq dan saya sendiri. Kami menggalang dana untuk bisa datang kesini sejauh 6000 mil. Untuk memberitahukan pada anda sekalian orang dewasa bahwa anda harus mengubah cara anda, Hari ini Disini juga. Saya tidak memiliki agenda tersembunyi. Saya menginginkan masa depan bagi diri saya saja.

Kehilangan masa depan tidaklah sama seperti kalah dalam pemilihan umum atau rugi dalam pasar saham. Saya berada disini untuk berbicara bagi semua generasi yg akan datang.

Saya berada disini mewakili anak” yg kelaparan di seluruh dunia yang tangisannya tidak lagi terdengar.

Saya berada disini untuk berbicara bagi binatang” yang sekarat yang tidak terhitung jumlahnya diseluruh planet ini karena kehilangan habitat nya. kami tidak boleh tidak di dengar.

Saya merasa takut untuk berada dibawah sinar matahari karena berlubang nya lapisan OZON. Saya merasa takut untuk bernafas karena saya tidak tahu ada bahan kimia apa yg dibawa oleh udara.

Saya sering memancing di di Vancouver bersama ayah saya hingga beberapa tahun yang lalu kami menemukan bahwa ikan”nya penuh dengan kanker. Dan sekarang kami mendengar bahwa binatang” dan tumbuhan satu persatu mengalami kepunahan tiap harinya – hilang selamanya.

Dalam hidup saya, saya memiliki mimpi untuk melihat kumpulan besar binatang” liar, hutan rimba dan hutan tropis yang penuh dengan burung dan kupu”. tetapi sekarang saya tidak tahu apakah hal” tersebut bahkan masih ada untuk dilihat oleh anak saya nantinya.

Apakah anda sekalian harus khawatir terhadap masalah” kecil ini ketika anda sekalian masih berusia sama serperti saya sekarang?

Semua ini terjadi di hadapan kita dan walaupun begitu kita masih tetap bersikap bagaikan kita masih memiliki banyak waktu dan semua pemecahan nya. Saya hanyalah seorang anak kecil dan saya tidak memiliki semua pemecahan nya tetapi saya ingin anda sekalian menyadari bahwa anda sekalian juga sama seperti saya!

Anda tidak tahu bagaimana caranya memperbaiki lubang pada lapisan ozon kita..

Anda tidak tahu bagaiman cara mengembalikan ikan-ikan salmon ke sungai asalnya.

Anda tidak tahu bagaimana caranya mengembalikan binatang-binatang yang telah punah.

Dan anda tidak dapat mengembalikan Hutan-Hutan seperti sediakala di tempatnya yang sekarang hanya berupa padang pasir.

Jika anda tidak tahu bagaima cara memperbaikinya.

TOLONG BERHENTI MERUSAKNYA!

Disini anda adalah deligasi negara-negara anda. Pengusaha, Anggota perhimpunan, wartawan atau politisi – tetapi sebenernya anda adalah ayah dan ibu, saudara laki” dan saudara perempuan, paman dan bibi – dan anda semua adalah anak dari seseorang.

Saya hanyalah seorang anak kecil, namun saya tahu bahwa kita semua adalah bagian dari sebuah keluarga besar, yang beranggotakan lebih dari 5 milyar, terdiri dari 30 juta rumpun dan kita semua berbagi udara, air dan tanah di planet yang sama – perbatasan dan pemerintahan tidak akan mengubah hal tersebut.

Saya Hanyalah seorang anak kecil namun begitu saya tahu bahwa kita semua menghadapi permasalahan yang sama dan kita seharusnya bersatu untuk tujuan yang sama.

Walaupun marah, namun saya tidak buta, dan walaupun takut, saya tidak ragu untuk memberitahukan dunia apa yang saya rasakan.

Di Negara saya, kami sangat banyak melakukan penyia-nyiaan, kami membeli sesuatu dan kemudian membuang nya, beli dan kemudian buang. walaupun begitu tetap saja negara” di utara tidak akan berbagi dengan mereka yang memerlukan..

Bahkan ketika kita memiliki lebih dari cukup, kita merasa takut untuk kehilangan sebagian kekayaan kita, kita takut untuk berbagi.

Di Kanada kami memiliki kehidupan yang nyaman, dengan sandang, pangan dan papan yang berkecukupan – kami memiliki jam tangan, sepeda, komputer dan perlengkapan televisi.

Dua hari yang lalu di Brazil sini, kami terkejut ketika kami menghabiskan waktu dengan anak” yang hidup di jalanan. Dan salah satu anak tersebut memberitahukan kepada kami: ” Aku berharap aku kaya , dan jika Aku kaya, Aku akan memberikan anak” jalanan makanan, pakaian dan obat-obatan, tempat tinggal . dan Cinta dan Kasih sayang ” .

Jika seorang anak yang berada dijalanan yang tidak memiliki apapun, bersedia untuk berbagi, mengapa kita yang memiliki segalanya masih begitu serakah?

Saya tidak dapat berhenti memikirkan bahwa anak” tersebut berusia sama dengan saya , bahwa tempat kelahiran anda dapat membuat perbedaan yang begitu besar. bahwa saya bisa saja menjadi salah satu dari anak” yang hidup di Favellas di Rio; saya bisa saja menjadi anak yang kelaparan di Somalia ; seorang korban perang timur tengah atau pengemis di India .

Saya hanyalah Seorang anak kecil namun saya tahu bahwa jika semua Uang yang dihabiskan untuk perang dipakai untuk mengurangi tingkat kemisikinan dan menemukan jawaban terhadap permasalahan alam, betapa indah jadinya dunia ini..

Di sekolah, bahkan di taman kanak-kanak anda mengajarkan kami untuk berbuat baik. Anda mengajarkan pada kami untuk tidak berkelahi dengan orang lain.

Mencari jalan keluar, membereskan kekacauan yang kita timbulkan.

Tidak menyakiti makhluk hidup lain, Berbagi dan tidak tamak..

Lalu mengapa anda kemudian melakukan hal yang anda ajarakan pada kami supaya tidak boleh dilakukan tersebut?

Jangan lupakan mengapa anda menghadiri Konfrensi ini. mengapa anda melakukan hal ini – kami adalah anak” anda semua , Anda sekalianlah yang memutuskan dunia seperti apa yang akan kami tinggali. Orang tua seharus nya dapat memberikan kenyamanan pada anak” mereka dengan mengatakan ” Semuanya akan baik-baik saja “. ‘kami melakukan yang terbaik yang dapat kami lakukan’ dan ‘ ini bukanlah akhir dari segalanya’

Tetapi saya tidak merasa bahwa anda dapat mengatakan hal tersebut kepada kami lagi. Apakah kami bahkan ada dalam daftar prioritas anda semua?

Ayah saya selalu berkata ‘ kamu akan selalu dikenang karena perbuatan mu bukan oleh kata” mu ‘

Jadi, apa yang anda lakukan membuat saya menangis pada malam hari. kalian orang dewasa berkata bahwa kalian menyayangi kami.

Saya menantang A N D A , cobalah untuk mewujudkan kata” tersebut.

Sekian dan terima kasih atas perhatian nya.

credit : http://nasrussyukroni.wordpress.com/

keren banget deh pidato-nya dia.. padahal umur 12 tahun. gyaah lebih muda daripada gw

tapi gw ga bisa bikin pidato yang bakal ngenain orang setelak ini.. hoho

pengen ikutan organisasinya dia juga deh, secara emang kita kan generasi penerus bangsa...

harusnya emang ga tinggal diem aja liatin bumi dirusak, nanti juga kita yang kena batunya pas dewasa, ahaha..

It's Love-Heading to the Ground OST (sunny and Taeng)

2009-10-11T14:58:00.002+07:00

It's Love
When I walked besides you
My heart keeps trembling the whole day through
Alone, thinking about you
Always keeping memories you marked

Even if we accidently meet each other
I will seemingly looking down
Even when you and I surprisingly meet
I'll only know to expose a shy little smile

Do you understand it now?
Do you see through my heart now?
The love that comes silently
Did you...Did you hear it now?

It was my love since the beginning
That warmly shines on my icy heart
The love that comes to me step by step
Although I'm a bit afraid...

The one that moved me, my love
Just like the rain, disrupted my heart
My heart...my heart is already in love
Missing you so...

Do you understand it now?
Do you see through my heart now?
The love that comes silently
Did you...Did you hear it now?

It was my love since the beginning
That warmly shines on my icy heart
The love that comes to me step by step
Although I'm a bit afraid...

The one that moved me, my love
Just like the rain, disrupted my heart
My heart...my heart is already in love
Missing you so...

This should be love...

cr: FBIShowLover@Utube + snsdindo

song

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aissh, dari kemarin kayakna demen banget ngepost translate-an lyrics2 bagus...

ini keren bangeet ><

gw banget deh lyric-na.. akh!!! cinta banget sama nih lagu...

ah udah lama ga ngomong soal escape(him)..hihihi...

aku sih udah tau namanya, aku message temenya, tanyain namanya..

dan kemarin itu...pas aku lg ngambil sepeda di tempat parkir, tuh sekumpulan anak SMA ktawa2 sambil liat ke aku... taunya temenya si escape tuh bilangin kalo aku nanya namanya,, matilah malu banget aku, malah abis tu triak2 lg ke temen.. aissh...

Btw, Heading to the Ground keren deh film-na... yunho keren banget actingna disitu ><

apalagi pas lg hilang ingatan.. profesional banget!

some trouble with...

2009-10-08T14:20:00.002+07:00

cih, tahun ajaran baru, tambah adek kelas jg, mana ada yang nyebelin pula

kayak tuh 1 adek kelas.

sering liatin gw sama nak2 G4, ga berbakat dia buat liatin orang diem2, mankanya ktauan terus

~~mendingan belajar sama gw, liatin escape ga pernah ktauan, xixixi...~~

kesimpulan kita sih, dia kayak gitu cuma gara2 salah satu anak g4 yang pernah berhubungan sama pacarna... tapi kan ga perlu mengusik ketenangan kita gitu dong

untung udah pernah gw bales natap tajam+sinis ke dia, ahaha, ga puas sih, pengen jedotin palanya ke tembok dah, baru bisa puas xD

udah ah males omongin tuh orang.

btw, lagu soshi yang "Chocolate Love" lucu bangeet ><

F(x) punya juga

akh makin cinta sama 2 Girlband itu<333

"I got you baby I call I call it chocolate love"

Love and Friendship

2009-10-06T16:08:00.003+07:00

Just want to share my opinion abt Love and Friendship

i'm boring.kkk..

1st...abt love

i don't really know what is love, because i haven't feel this feeling for only once

but i think, if we love someone, we can't describe our feeling in any word

huh...im really want to feel it once.

tp kayakna itu bisa bikin orang sakit, parahnya lagi they kill themselves..hyuuuu

unless if i say it now, because i can't feel like they feel, but im really don't want to kill myself only because i love someone, unlessssssssss

ah, i don't really understand abt lovveeee

2nd...abt friendship

yeah... one longest friendship in my life

me and my bestfriend, from grade 2 until now, and next year, and next year, and next next next next year. kkk

on grade 8, i and 3 of my friend make a groups, is based on G4 or our habits to eat at canteen after school

oh yeah, what i mean "best friends" is not like only close each other

it's important too yeah, tapi kalo orang jelek2in orang yang diabilang "best friend" di belakangnya, itu masih bisa dianggap "best friend"?

kataku sih ngga. kkk

wah jadi kepanjangan, mana campur2 ,ahahaha... lololol

Super Junior - 앤젤라 (Angela)

2009-10-04T19:14:00.004+07:00

demen banget aku sama nih lagu!!

aigoo..translation-nya keren

04. 앤젤라 (Angela)

i think of the first time that i saw you.. in a moment, my heart fell apart
although you're cold-hearted, you're too wonderful of a person to erase

you are my angel, whisper softly
an affectionate whisper: "i love you everyday"
the sadness of only one.. i pray that i won't wake up from this dream

i'll be okay.. i've always been like this.
even being behind you, i'm still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side with just a cold face

when you're lonely, or even when you're sad, if that man who can protect you is me
i can love you right now as you are.. forever, really forever

you are my angel, whisper softly
i imagined your once-sweet smile all night long
the memories of staying up all night from one meaningless word

i'll be okay.. i've always been like this.
even the brushing past of your hand makes me happy like this
tears fall again, even at your playfulness
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
(ohh~ by your side, by your side)

i shouldn't be thinking thoughts like this
i know the place that i should have
now i'll erase you who fills my mind

love me.. no, forget me.
even being behind you, i'm still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i just have to stay by your side.. next to you.. forever

Credit: crazykyootie@soompi + sujunesia.net

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huaha. coba judulnya angel aja gt, ato ngga tambahin i jadi angelia xDD

jadinya lagu buat aku.lalalala~*minta ditendang*

ah, selain gara2 ada angel2nya itu, nih translate rada2 mirip akuu... hugghhh..keren!!!

gara2 nonton premium live in japan jadi demen nih lagu deh. ahaha

Holliday is End

2009-09-27T10:14:00.003+07:00

Tomorrow we go back to school...

huft, jadi males yah

selama liburan jalan2 terus sih, jadinya ga biasa kalo balik ke sekolah lagi xD

and last day, go to the beach

silhouette<33

made many picture there :p

narsist, but im happyy<33

Hates, Likes, and member of

2009-09-21T10:16:00.001+07:00

Don't talk abt Him again xD

i'll post some of mine :p

___________________Likes ♥♥♥

♥Sleep

♥cute boys

♥laughing

♥write a story

♥blogging

♥coding

♥dark

♥moonlight

♥reading (comics, novels, magazine, etc)

♥games

♥music

♥basketball

♥my friends

♥family

♥snow

___________________Hates Ï

Ïtraitor

Ïcrowded

Ïstudy

Ïsomeone who I mostly hates xD

Ïbad mood people

Ïignoring

Ïslow connection

Ïforcing

Ïhot temperature

ÏantiFans

Ïfussy person

___________________Member of Ù

Ù 5KY (ex)

ÙSAE

Ù Sone

ÙELF

Ùpanda lovers 7B

Ù8Cussy person

ssy

__Hates Xgazine, etc)ussy person

ssy

__Hates Xgazine, etc)ussy person

ssy

__Hates Xgazine, etc)ussy person

ssy

__Hates Xgazine, etc)

Holliday~

2009-09-18T11:16:00.003+07:00

whoa.. so hard to change into this layout :p

and i made many think before changed..

because no layout is match with my feeling now

but im too lazy to make my own layout...

Holiday is came...

huaaahh.. HATE this holiday so much!!!

kenapa harus liburan di saat2 begini...hikss

since yesterday i search more and more clue abt him.. but i didn't find it

sos stupid...

huh,,,!!

my life is MINE, i am MINE... not HIS

so why i think so much abt hiimmmm><

am i in L O V E ??

damn... silent love... just like this blog name xD

English Teacher

2009-09-14T18:29:00.003+07:00

It's my 1st time get 6 for my english test!!

6.5 dan KKM-nya 67

damn =____="

usually my test always gets 8+

but when my teacher is change... my highest score is 8.7!

what the hell????!!!!

almost all of grade 8 hate him!

gara2 ngajarnya ga bener tuh.

disindir dikit di FB aja langsung marah2 ahaha...

ngomong di blog gapapa kali yah secara ini punyaku...

tp lucu juga sih kalo sampe dipanggil ke ruang guru sama ruang BP lagi kae temenku..

stupid english teacher!

uughhh... dissapointed!!! mr rickets babo!!!

wah blog-na ga di private masih brani ngomong gini ahjaha lol..

i dont care e e e e e~

A.R.E.

2009-09-12T13:45:00.002+07:00

gara2 tadi ngikutin orang buat cari tahu rumahnya...

akhirnya jadi bikin suatu group...

A.R.E.

ato ga

S.A.E.

Agen Rahasia Escape

ato

Secret Agent Escape

LOLssss

jadi kita nyelidikin tentang anak2 high school yang cakep gt... escape.. pemandangan xDD

susah loh...

td aja pas aku n temenku ikutin.. panas2an, muter2..

taunya malah naik ojek =____=""

GEZZ~!

2009-09-11T14:59:00.002+07:00

pay attention for someone without know who is he...

do you know what i feel now?

ridiculous.

although i don't want to do it, but i can't

because i haven't had this feeling before...

so i don't know how to erase it.. GEzzz

i see him more and i likes him more...

huaaah ><

when i don't want to see him again, and he walked past me.

huh.. is it mean i don't allowed to hate him? LOLs

No matter who is he, i love him...

Missing Him

2009-09-08T14:40:00.002+07:00

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i love you, im waiting for you

Hari ini pulang sampe jam setengah 3... sampe ditegor 3 guru, ahaha

but, still can;t see him..

missing him.. in 2 weeks i don't see him..

i think that because the same problem with my Friend

the teacher whom angry to my friend is the teacher on high school too...

i think she is angry with them(the high school student who go home late after school) too..

hiks

waiting on the canteen, but when i go home, my friend said he out from school building

geeezz.. unluckkyyyy

The...answer...lol

2009-09-05T18:09:00.004+07:00

officaly move to SuJu.

ah=____=" idk why the cute picts of minhwan didn't affect to me.

and then..the karma is come to me..

kyaaa.. i don;t want to like sungmin T.T but now his face always in my mind

aigoo... i want wookie.. T.T

ah! f(x) is debuted!~

they are very cool

AMBERR <333

special debut.. ahaha

Dissapointed

2009-08-29T12:18:00.003+07:00

ah tidak!!!

mulai bosan sama FTi... ntah kenapa tiba-tiba bosan menyerang

itu sih udah biasa dari dulu..

jadi kalo suka ma boyband laen ga bisa suka sama yang lama..

Dbsk-suju-fti-flh-lollipop-fti-suju

tp masih bisa CLBK..

masalahnya aku takut temen2 primadonna pada musuhin aku kalo aku ga jadi primadonna lagi...

trus kalo cari temen ELF lagi udah trauma..

abisnya pernah punya masalah sama bbrapa ELF

tp syukur sih aku udah tau apa yang tuh orang pikirin ke aku... tp dia ga tau apa yang aku pikir tentang dia...

Thanks to someone because she told me that

aku takut bisa bikin masalah lagi... udah banyak masalah yang aku bikin selama jadi ELF.

tapi aku cinta WOOKIE... LOLs...

Eternal magnae love Innocent Magnae

when

2009-08-25T19:44:00.003+07:00

Rarely update this blog...

im very busy now..

busy to play with my friend.lol

huuuuh... today the teacher angry to my friend and gave her a punishment.

it's why i can't play at canteen again after school T.T

i want to see that face agaiinn... if im often to eat at canteen, how is i can't eat there agaiin?

when when when when???

ah.. i made a nickname for my teacher... "mrs. Severus Snape"

soalnya tingkah lakunya bener2 kayak si Snape (harry potter)

banting pintu, abis tu ga ditutup lagi... trus sentimen ke bberapa murid... sama kae snape yang sentimen ke anak gryffindor. ahahaha

Poem.

2009-08-20T20:19:00.003+07:00

agh.. hating to read an english poem =____="

so hard to read it well

this is the poem :

Fast Rode of the knight

With prups, hot, and reeking

ever waving an eager sword

"to save my lady"

Fast Rode of the knight

and leaped from saddel to war

Men of stell flickered and gleamed

like riot of silver light

and the gold on the knight's good banner

still waved on a castle wall

A horse

blowing, staggering, bloody thing

forgotten at foot of castle wall

A horse

dead at foot of castle wall

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still forgot some part T.T

i can't wait for tomorrow!!

Seunghyun's birthday<3

Farewell...

2009-08-17T09:41:00.002+07:00

Today is a bad day

he is leave me.. us, and leaving this world

idk when he leave, but he is left

hope he get happy on heaven and leave all of his sick

sad, but im happy if he not sick again now..

Please be happy because you don't fell hurt again

we still remember you. now and forever

aduh.. farewell party sama guguk.. hiks.. sedih lepasinya...

Sick

2009-08-10T09:20:00.002+07:00

aissh... Sick in the middle of school

my head and stomach its hurt and always have a cough.

menderita...

today, im absent from the school

besides, today i have many test and one presentation

why must i sick??

i don't have a concentration to make a grapichs T.T

Hungry T.T

2009-08-05T14:15:00.002+07:00

uggh..hungry. but im too lazy to eat.

today, i woke up at 6.05 AM. only have 25 minute to go to school

lucky, i don't come late to school

but i don't have to eat or drink anything

and in the school i drank 2 bottle of soda (nekad.tapi ga sakit perut ya sekarang. haha)

2 of my best friend are badmood today

i don't like to have a conversation with person in badmood

but i must do it if i don't want to be bore

padahal hampir setiap hari mereka badmood.

tired to see they with those face ><

A song For you

2009-08-04T16:51:00.003+07:00

Still confused with the project a Song For You
want to join. but, im still can't found the good word to send to him. haha

i drew a chibi seunghyun. but too lazy to scan it xD
whyyyyy

btw, now i am more enjoy stay on international forums.
and i still learning to fluent in english
so i reading Twilight english version. haha.

liar.

2009-08-02T14:14:00.003+07:00

New Month : New Skin
HaHaHa
actually i changed my blog's skin because many forum changed them skin too..
like : FTIsland-indo, Seunghyunfied, Silh0uette and two again coming soon.
Seunghyunfied and Silh0uette changed thm board! ipbfree~ so cool!!

and.. i have told about someone who steal my psd pict?
she is join SHF, and fill the 'staff application'
on "experience before" she is write "soshified, Soshi-indo, TVXQ-island, and *im forget*"
the admind asked her : "r u mod on soshified?" she said : "oh, no, but im mod in other forum i said except ssf"
so I PM her and ask, she said she is a translator on ssi. She is not!!!
LIAR. i don't like her ><

So bright

2009-07-31T15:13:00.004+07:00

What the meaning of the title?? xDD

i want to sing GEE!!!

You're so so handsome
My eyes my eyes are blinded
I can't breathe because I'm trembling

Oh I feel so embarrassed
I can't look at you
I feel shy because I've fallen in love

So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)

Do I not have any courage?
What would be the right thing to do?
Thump thump my heart is anxious as I'm looking at you

cr : http://wonderfulgeneration.blogspot.com

aaaa!! it's really true!! i love Geee!!!!
it's my feeling now if i meets him, or thinking about him
and after school today, he is say "sorry" to me because he is blocked my road to get his friend.
and my heart really anxious... thump thump thump thump
kyaaa!! other himm~~
but i don't know his name. and he is SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL student.
huff...

Other Boy

2009-07-29T14:19:00.002+07:00

aa!! am i falling in love again?? hahah.. so weird ><
i see him after school in this week.
he is tall, cute, has a white skin, and the face a little similiar with wookie..
and i like to look at him from 2 table after his table... in canteen xD
he usually plays a card, eats, or plays ball with his friends.

oh. i don't like my conseling teacher!
she told us to brings a Holly Bible every Monday and Wednesday, when Religious lesson
but she NEVER told us to use it! and the holly bible is very heavy.. ugh ><

yummy~

2009-07-26T15:31:00.004+07:00

Yesterday i drank and ate the funny food
not really. but i think is funny. haha
Strawberry blend and chewy junior.. yummy~

Funny side of Strawberry blend is... at the glass
the glass is like a ball..

and the bread, the bread is chew xD

i like the bread but im only bought 6 =___="

and my brain connection is very very... slow?
my grammar is wrong and wrong, im forgot the vocab
and i'm sleeeeepy ><

maybe its because im cried last hour because read a book.
hihihi.. 3 times i read it, but i'm still crying xD
auntumn in paris is very cool!

Christalicious *still promote xD*

indonesiaunite

2009-07-25T12:46:00.004+07:00

i don't really know how to join #indonesiaunite in Facebook
only join the group?
in my twitter picture is added a mini flag
so funny xD

oh yea.. im confused with this pict
what the xD *lihat panah*
what is it??

His tatto is so coooll~
permanent? i don't think so.. ahhaha

http://christalicious.blogspot.com

Blog news?

2009-07-24T21:04:00.003+07:00

i made a blog for news
but i confused to fill that blog.
with ft island, soshi's news? where i get it? T.T
christalicious.bs
a funny name.. haha

i have heard songs in 3rd album until more than 10 times
but i can't sing the songs yet. hha
only Hope and Although it's not a must
love the song!! 'although it's not a must'

Would you remember me when you meet someone like me?
would you remember me when you hear the song that we used to listen to?
woul you remember me when you meet someone with same name as me?
although it's not a must, but please remember me at least just once

i love that part! <3

Ringtone

2009-07-22T16:48:00.005+07:00

Yeah~ at least i can made a ringtone in auda <3 i made many cuts from 'hope'..
Love that song
Hope (8 cut)
http://www.mediafire.com/?nyzuizkin3i
although it's not a must (4 cut)
http://www.mediafire.com/?yzmmnmmmhgm

btw, im forgot some id in some forum and website ouh... i used many username.. like this : ~Ftiindo - CaRameL_JeJin *gee. wrong in jaejin's name.rofl*
~SNSD-indo;MSN - angeluvwookie
~Yaoi-indo, Diadem5, sparklingt-ara - *AngeL *i won't miss this username cause is my name* ~Seunghyunfied - KIRAhoLic *im join the forum when i addicted to death note. KIRAhoLic *

New

2009-07-21T16:49:00.003+07:00

almost all is new
my desktop pict, my blog layout, my blog playlist, etc.
Seunghyun's hair, hongki's hair, hun's hair, hwan's hair, and jaejin's hair is changed too
aaaa~ i love seunghyun's new hairstyle

talk about hairstyle... i miss my long hair
although i like my hair now... hha

Waste a time

2009-07-20T11:50:00.003+07:00

agh... i cut a song in auda, but the result when i export is the FULL SONG
What am i doing since one hour ago?!
only cutting!!!! and the result is... dissapointed T.T
really want to make a ringtone from 'HOPE'
but.. i'm too lazy to waiting the audia upload.. in P***mba...and my internet connection is SLow...

oh, i have Math homework and i haven't done it.
because the HW is very hard and so much..
more than 100 i think.
How to do it in 1 hour????????

Welcome to Cross and Change xD

2009-07-19T13:52:00.002+07:00

ahaha...
new skin specially made for celebrate the 'Cross and Change' album
i'm very like this album, so i made xD
and i made the icons only Seunghyun and Minhwan =___="
ouw.. sorry >< but i most like them specially in this album!
and then... this is Pinky Cross and Change skin!! :p
ouh.. i should find the brown skin. but it's ok :D
time to spread happiness~~
Bing bing bing~

Mix

2009-07-18T17:57:00.004+07:00

Long time no update
*3 days is long? lol*

mixing audio is VERY HARD!!!!!!
i don't want to mix again next time, but now i MUST do it.
fighting and Jia You to Angel xD

oh! FT island's Comeback is VERY COOL!!!!!
aigoo.. HOPE
Seunghyun is... AMAZING xD
Minhwan is.. COOL... aaaaa!! i like him Now ><

oh.. someday before until now pikiran gw always fill with "HIM"
My friend is still talking 'bout him
'cause my friend has one class with him
and My other Friend is 'His' Girlfriend.
AAGH... Frustated now xD

New class

2009-07-15T16:00:00.004+07:00

adaptation with my new class.
My friends in class now is friendly and like to laughing.
slowly, i started to like this class and i DONT WANT to move

but i still want to have one class with 'him'
when i talking with my friends, i see he Run so fast, ouh, i think his father is waiting or what.
but, ..... *i sure u don't want to know.lol*
uuh... He is a weird person. but...
why must i want to close with him, besides he doesn't want to talk or chat with me =___="

and next month i'll very busy
i got my first job<3

so this month i want to do ALL of forum's job.
@.@

Class in school

2009-07-11T11:16:00.002+07:00

Very hate them!! the teacher in my school
why are they give me 'C' class??
it's very BAD!!! my friend is still in A n B class
and Me?? want to cry now
'he' doesn't one class with me
i don't get any chance to contact with 'him' again.
i want to move!! give me one chance ><
Still want to one class with him and my friend, and still hate theem!!!!!!!!!

FT island's Vol 3

2009-07-10T16:51:00.007+07:00

kyaaaaa!!!
it's very..... *lol, susah diungkapkan*
pokoknya itu keren bangeeetttt, ga sabaran deh nunggu albumnya keluar
ato minimal mv-nya lahh... gila..><
minhwan sama seunghyun keren banget di sini, apalagi pas minhwan wink itu
aigoo...

and, i have made the siggy too from the cover
i made it so fast, so the result is... bad, but not bad.lol

So ANGRY

2009-07-07T10:17:00.003+07:00

So angry today
i found the topic in a forum
the title of the topic is same with mine
so, I open it, and i foun my photoshop result there!!!
all!
i shared it at snsd-indo and fti-indo
and she take out from snsd-indo
all the text is same with mine ><
i've pm her...

SMs 'gajeh' with Talitha

2009-07-04T12:24:00.003+07:00

Yesterday i made the funny converstation with my Friend, Talitha
Yeah~ we made the "fanficts"
but, it's very... gajeh and spontan

the story :
i want to kill hongki because he angry or the other word : melirik sadis to seunghyun.
Talitha try to guard him
and then, She go with hun, and hongki watch Genie with Minhwan, jaejin, and me
but, Wonbin is come and jealous with Jonghun.
Hongki too... He is jealous with Talitha xD
So, hongki throw a pillow to hun and go...
hun still make wonbin angry because Talitha has 2 names : Seui, Saehee
Hongki know her with seu i name, wonbin know her with Saehee name.
so funny..they are same jealous

and the story of me, talitha shout : "angel is Haeri and Hyunri too!!"
yeah~~ Hongki and jaejin know me with hyunri, seunghyun know me with Haeri.
i try to lie again.
"wutt?? who is hyunri and haeri? my name is HAN CHAE RIN" and i go with minhwan
huahaha...

so funny...
very weird Story!!!
i made it with talitha until 2am
and i slept at 3 am
ouh... very sleepy =___=

Panda's eye

2009-07-02T13:22:00.003+07:00

Long time no update xD

last night, i slept so late. and i have panda's eyes now

How to clean it?

very sleepy -____-

im finally can follow the 'GEE' dance

it's very fun to learnt

and next, i want to learn 'GENIE' dance.

im very love soshi's dance.. n song also<3

btw, watching 'the road home' everyday maked me slowly likes Minan.

ouh.. so fast to changed xD

oh yeah~~ i changed my blog's skin agaiin... haha...

My B'day

2009-06-27T14:49:00.006+07:00

Aigoo... i'm 13 y/o girl now..

i'm very happy on my 'B'day party' yesterday

my mom gave me a big cake, and one pack of chocolate

very touched >//<

but, this holiday is very... bored? my best friend is gone to her born city

I want to treat my friend, but... Am i stingy? haha

i'll wait my best friend go home~

Laugh and cry

2009-06-24T08:34:00.006+07:00

Uah...

Last night i watched the movie

2 pounds beautiful -i think it's the title-

and i'v cried =___=" my sister is laughing.

aiish, very embarassed

and, this morning, i watch the TV show

FT island m-net ranking... huff.. they are always make me laugh

oh ya, tomorrow, snsd's mini album is out!

its mean, tomorrow, i must wake up early to download those song

huaha...

Again and Again

2009-06-23T11:03:00.003+07:00

Huff..

I've met 4 PEOPLE who said Me like a child

and today, she said it because i made a bad comment to her note in FB.

She said : "9ila. . . . . .

s'cinta" we ama korea k9a s9itu'a. .

seen99a'a law loe" mank pda suka all about korea. . . . . law adha kya 9ni dkun9 lah ne9ara loe sndri. . . . .

sumpah. . . . . we kcian betz ama indo. . . .

pnya wr9a ne9ara y6 k9a pnya RASA NASIONALISME. . .

y6 k9a tw 9mn balas budi. . . . . .

law we bln9 ceh. . rank" kya 9ni neh y6 memalukan indo..

*mian law adha y6 trsin96un9*

Biz we dah k9a than. . . . . "

cause I support Korea and China, I made a bad comment

and She has reply : "oh yah. . . . .

nax kcil tw apha ceh. . . .

ckckck"

and

"dah duech. . . malez we rbut ama nax kcil. . . . s'umurn lu mah pln9 cma ikut". . "

I thought She is the REAL child =___="

She's born in 1994, but she... aissshh.. very hate her.

btw

Snsd-Genie is so cute song!!!

i've heard the song 7x in my playlist.

the song not make me bored.

New Skin [again]

2009-06-22T08:24:00.002+07:00

Yeah~

i'm edit my blog again.. full of code and make me a little confused @__@

but, i likes my new skin <3

Today, snsd-indo celebrated 1st anniversary, so cool! the items in shop is discount 50%!

waw~

very kind? hha...

and i'll count the day until my age increase

3 days again? hiks... my childhood...lol

oh ya, last night, i colored my nails with black nail polish..

look likes hongki's? hha... but i add the blink on it...

because the black nail polish is very... strange? hha

Sick =___="

2009-06-20T08:08:00.003+07:00

Aakh..

My throat is hurt.

my stomatch is hurt too

what the matter with me? >///<

snsdindo will celebrate the 1st anniversary.

22 June 2009!

and they want to go gathering..at dufan.

hiks... it mean i can't go..

pasti ga dapet ijin xD

Btw, New MV teaser is out!!

Geniee<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJEAC-QtMfY&fmt=22

Coooll~~~

MoonLight AngeL

2009-06-18T09:17:00.004+07:00

Now, I likes the song

Moonlight AngeL

Im not yet get the lyrics translation, but i think the translation was good...

Jaejiniee~~~

Btw, i want to show my desktop and favorite forums.

may i post the picts too? huahah..

and the last one is my desktop

hha

I Can't Wait

2009-06-17T08:25:00.002+07:00

Ouuh... I can't Wait for the day!

25 June!

New mini-album of girls generation is out

and, 25 june is my birthday

aissh.. Gift from them for me? lol

I hope i can request the mini-album for the gift.

btw, my holiday is very boring!

I only Play computer, eating, sleeping, write a fanfics.

uaaahh.. When the Holiday endd???

13 Juli? oouww...

I will be an 13 y/o girl in the time.. am I look old? hha~

Boy/Girl Band Who I EVEN Like

2009-06-16T10:34:00.002+07:00

Boy Bands

1. Dong Bang Shin Ki

1st time I likes Boyband... They are introducing me to the K-pop world

my favorite member is Hero Jae Joong <3

2. Super Junior

-i don't have any pics of them.. lol-

They are really Hard-to-Forget..

I likes them in...10 month i think.

Favorite member : Kim Ryeo Wook

3. FT Island

I've hating them because heard the bad rumors about them

but, whe i Seen the pictures of them, I started to Likes them.

oh! im even forget them once!

but, when Song Seung Hyun come, I love them again,..lol

Am I weird? hhaha

Favorite Members : Song Seung Hyun, Lee Hong Ki

4. Fahrenheit

This boy band made me Forget FTIsland. =___="

I likes this bb because i watched The x Family.. ouh.. Im too easy to likes someone..lol

Favorite Member : Aaron Yan

5. Lollipop

I don't know how i can likes this boy band

They are not my type xD

and, this band really easy-to-forget

Favorite member : Wang Zi Prince

6. SS501

I likes this bb 'cause, when I watched BBF, Im very likes JiHoo

and I try to find the song of them =___=""

Favorite Member : Kim Hyun Joong

Girl Bands

1. Girls Generation

1st time I likes them, because I See they have many antifans..

But, when i see them, I likes them...

hha...

Favorite member : Choi Soo Young, Kim Tae Yeon

2. KARA

I likes Cute GB like them

The dance is Easy and the song is cute!

Favorite Member : Koo Ha Ra

3.Hey Girl

They said this Girl band is Chinese Version of Girls Generation

I likes Them because I likes lollipop...hha

Favorite Member : Gui Gui and Ya Tou

I think i have wrote all..

Yeah~ i've done! lol

Holiday

2009-06-15T09:08:00.002+07:00

I'm here..

the first day of my holiday

but, i not yet know when i must go with my friends

they said, "if you plan it, it won't happen"

Can I trust?

i'm very confused @.@

my summer holiday is 1 month..

it's very long, but i'm happy about it^^